I was truly saved on 3/27/11, I was lost for the longest time even after I was saved the last two times a few years back. My mother practices witchcraft along with having a Muslim bloodline which I believe dampened my sanity along with the on going sin that consumed me. I felt like all hope was lost and that I was stuck to face the punishment in my human temple. I was stuck worrying about earthly ways.
Who ever knows me doesn’t even know this because sometimes I feel lost with my words at times but I had a voice come inside my head on the Friday before I became saved saying that you will have the next two days of your life a living hell! And I believed that if I did go to Jason’s class that maybe my spirits would be lifted.
What happened next was terrifying. I felt like I’ve had demons inside me for the longest time but if finally showed it’s ugly face. I was so scared… I said things and even tried to hurt them that I would have never done in a million years.. to complete strangers! My emotions ran wild from sadness to complete over powering rage!!! The struggle lasted for 4 hours.
Then finally truth came into my heart and the will to LIVE finally put its hold on me. I FINALLY felt peace and I rejoiced!
If you are reading this… I want you to reread it again to ingrain this inside you that this is a real testimony and demons are very real! And they will lie to you, promise false hope, give you riches and a identity to cover up what is good inside of you! (Thank you Jason for telling me this tonight :-] )
If you are not saved, you do possess the strength to push it out of you and claim your soul for it is yours! Jesus is the path to salvation and he offers truth! I hope my testimony is enough to make you believe!
